International trips

I'm so tired. I know I want to travelandthatswhy I plan to pay myself. So next year I canget accredit to go to japan. But in the meantime I feel so so tired. I've been busy so much. Thank God I'd already prepared something for tomorrow. In a couple days me and my sister we'll go to Los Angeles. Was it a idea to have my cosy in invite herin order formenotto be alone ? Probably it as the most selfless thing to do.

How will this trip be? I should sleep, but atthesame time I feel that if I sleep I wouldn't enjoy this other hour,from two, that I have available to enjoy.

Btw, tomorrow is my sisters birthday party at Santropez I wonder if I'll like it.

... Y las metas apa?

Quisiera renunciar sí me mandan autónoma pero debo trabajar por:

+dinero

Viajes

Tarjeta de crédito

Préstamo 

Celular

Gasolina

No puedo dejar de trabajar. Me debo adaptar. Tengo esas metas y debo trabajar en ellas. Es tan ilegal que no me den mis horarios y que me pongan a trabajar gratis. Marchita dice que es mi decisión... Pero es que cada uno esta acostumbrado a su lugar de trabajo y no es ilegal que a uno no le gustén los cambios. Después de todo uno es un empleado y puede renunciar. No debo renunciar, pero me estresa el no llegar Al Rí y dar las clases gratis. En fin.

Dramas

Estoy estresado porque tal vez me dejen en la sucursal donde hay alumnos ricos pero donde trabajo gratis... Tengo calor. Ya debo dormir. Que bonitos son los jdramas. Me gustan más que los coreanos. Los,coreanos son muy parecidos a la realidad. Muestran muchas emociones.los japoneses son más cómicos y formales. Es como ver un anime en persona.

New job

Estoy pensando si me cambio de trabajo. Necesito trabajar porque tengo que pagar mis deudas y tengo Y tengo otras necesidades. Así que estoy pensando en cambiar de trabajo pero necesito trabajar espero que si
Puedan contratar en QL si no puedo con la chamaba. Este trabajo tiene oportunidades de crecimiento y me pongo a pensar . Valdrá la pena cambiarse de trabajo? No es necesario pero es bueno?

  

Que irá a pasar? Qué tal qué me va bien? Sofia dice que debo ser optimista.

Trying to Be an intellectual

Being an intellectual can be quite harsh. Through out life people are on the run and have less and less time to dedicate to their hobbies and passions in life. Maybe that's why so many people try to make their jobs their own passions. These days people all over the world have access to internet through their cellphones, tablets and computers. But that doesn't mean the information they have access too is of good quality.  For instance, instead of learning more about MUSICA or art children maybe using their tablets to watch funny videos. Instead of using their tablets to read books or magazines, people might be spending more and more time at chatting rather than learning about new discoveries, paintings, songs and literature works. That's why I think it is hard for people to be intellectual these days because even though, they have the time and access to good,information there are many distractions and being more educated some times seems less appealing as knowing whose new pop song is out or what kardashian did what.

A solution maybe personal discipline. Committing oneself to make the time to learn more about classical arts, baroque music, poetry and much more. Although simple people can often be quite efficient and helpful that doesn't mean that knowing a little bit more would do them any harm.

Please share your thoughts .

Yours truly,

H

My M. Is sick

So my M. Is sick, plus my sister is dating someone my Father doesn't like. There have been arguments in the house abou that. I thought I had to devote myself to my M. I even dreamed that while my elementary schools were getting marries I was taking care of her. 

Now I don't know what to do. Of course I have to work and of course I have to save money for winter, but right now. It just feels strange between those two different situations.


It is not that I want to die. I just want to rest.