So my M. Is sick, plus my sister is dating someone my Father doesn't like. There have been arguments in the house abou that. I thought I had to devote myself to my M. I even dreamed that while my elementary schools were getting marries I was taking care of her.
Now I don't know what to do. Of course I have to work and of course I have to save money for winter, but right now. It just feels strange between those two different situations.
It is not that I want to die. I just want to rest.
